I am a god fearing person and fairly religious , I don’t overdo things.
I just have faith and believe in supreme power hailing over us.
As each one passes few testing times, small or big our vision becomes blurred,
we forget the problem at hand and ways to solve it, instead we allow grief and self pity
shadow us, surrendering to the circumstances.
And sooner or later we realize that it wasn’t worth so much the pain and time.
Just a few hours of solitude and reaching out to the soul within is all that is needed
to clear your mind of the trouble it has been induced to.
The power to stay calm and unperturbed by any emotion is the real power which can make one
strong. maybe this is what sages have been preaching through ages..But seldom do we realise.
When I walked alone talking to myself with no external influences my mind slowly
became clear.It was solving the problem at hand all by itself.I was amazed to see the
capacity my average brain showcased. the strength it bestowed . there were
instances when it would go weak, but if i clearly observed it was because of the emotions tied
to it and all worldly desires tied to it. Once I let go off those emotions i was thinking
the right way. there was a sudden sense of responsibility spurting up. When the outward search
for answers ends and search within begins then is the time when one
experiences true happiness and a sense of greatness..
That day after a long time I went to shiva temple to see the pooja.I was calm.I was
praying within with eyes closed and didnt want to be disturbed.I wanted to flow into
the oneness and divinity. normally when people want some strength from within they reach such committed self.I could feel it.incidently,a small child a yr old was staring at me. I wasnt looking at it,I dint want any deviation. but the child continued to look at me.soon it came and stood near me and kept on observing.
My thoughts were focused . nothing could distract me. I felt at peace.But there was something about the kid..
The dedication which I was engrossed in was kind of a catalyst to the child’s dedication towards me. I couldn’t realize what was happening around me. The child came and sat on my lap quietly without moving away. I prayed and dint say anything to the kid..
It was long now. My legs became numb. Still I dint move the child away, nor did it go.. the child saw me with such warmth and affection
I felt I had unburdened myself.. unable to fathom the happenings I felt blessed.. as if god had himself come to bless me with such warmth and assurance..
That probably was a meeting with god himself for me..
And realized it more that day.. that god is watching over all of us.. we are never alone! So never should we succumb to the circumstances.
Be brave as god will take care of us anyway
